Written by  RauCous

Notice my epic fail..
And try not to laugh
I seek and relish the opportunity.
To feed off your sympathy.

No such things as…
easy buttons or Alt Ctrl Del
But I’m compeled to try.
Anything to get by.

Should I end process or kill process tree.
Otherwise these processes might just end me.
but end task wont work anymore..
and this over processing is melting my core.

Cant risk the reboot
May never restart
There may be nothing left
Of this heart

Witness my epic pain
Try not to under empathise
These worms are my problems
But I’m not allowed to share them.

So I’m in isolation
This self quarantine,
I cant risk viral propagation..
to other machines

All I need is this
a change, an end,
a single connected peer,
Naught but a friend.

Can you be my sysadmin?
End and right this wrong i’ve run so long?
end the thrashing within?
make these thoughts belong…

I need you here I have no ALT
now that i’ve lost CTRL
I need a saviour to DEL,
This waste of ram eating my soul.