Its imperative that i, deny this, incessant tendency.
To reach out, desire, nessesitate need for what does not belong to me.
This can be hacked, it must, it has to be.
Thoughts can be tracked, trapped, so i can think freely.
“Uninvited intrusions like glaring protrusions leads to false assumptions.
And in this confusion, in this delusion come invalid conclusions.”
It is my mantra redefining the lines that confine.
Too many times i’ve thread the lines, too close for peace of mind.
I need some constraints replacing absent restraint least i lose faith and faint.
But this compulsion breeds, it desperately needs something to work against.

Saying no starts here, it must be near so i can hear,
It must fall on my ear, for i must hear, must learn to care,
When saying these words, it must be heard, it must be preferred.
It must be clear my intentions here when i say that word.
So no, no more wanting, no more waiting, deliberating.
No more suspense, no more pretense, way too debilitating.
On more leaks, no more sneak peeks no more silent hyping.
On more insight, no more poems, no more typing- (dude stop typing)
Attraction, distraction, introspection- annoyance.
My attraction to you it leads to avoidance.

Written by RauCous