Written by Choy Felix
For a decade more, I searched the deserted skies,
As I searched for a glimmer of hope that I’ll have you by my side.
And as I counted each star amounting to a billion stars or more,
I wished and pray to love you till my heart can hold no more.
Ten years passed slowly, I never knew it can be that long,
But because my heart was meant to hold you my love kept me strong.
Those ten years I cried, cried more than the vast seas,
As I dedicated each tear to you hoping that you will come back to me.
And as I cried those precious tears, precious cause it all was cried for you,
I cried those ten years wondering do you know how I feel about you.
But never the less I waited as I saw many wishes fade from the sky,
But the stars that I wished on stayed, as if god knew they where mine.
So nightly I would ensure, that he doesn’t move them from the sky,
As they stored the only picture I had, of you in my mind.
So many years passed as I guarded the heavens above,
As I made sure no one on earth would try to steal my love.
But one stupid night I feel asleep and all my wishes were gone,
As if god had taken them away cause he wanted me to move on,.
But I still guarded the empty sky as they always reminded me of you
With never fading and eternal hope cause my love I bestowed to you.
And as I sat there waiting, in thunderous rain a cold desolate nights
With glimmer of hope fading and with new wishes in sight.
Still I held on to you though with no hope of return,
With years of a broken heart and the scar that love had burnt.
Those scars ensured, that I won’t be burnt again,
From a jewel who was my lover, for a year or even ten.
But still as I walked endlessly, beneath the dim and darkened sky
Foolishly I would look up and uncontrollably I would cry.
Because the sky reminded me of lost hope of someone who could have been,
Who I wished and prayed for desperately but it wasn’t destined to be.
It also sadly reminded me of my cold and empty heart,
An empty void and empty space that I want to fill but cant.
Cause this space is reserved for a V.I.P, the V.I.P of my soul,
And this space shall always be reserved though my heart has turned ice cold.
So though the sky has turned dark, without a single star to shine,
I still look up at the emptiness every single night.
I pray to god in heaven that the stars shall return some day,
So I can make new wishes to have you and to have you back someday.
So until I have you,, with a broken heart I’ll guard the skies,
And I’ll pray to always have you, the jewel of my eyes.