It’s 3am, Not that it matters
I did not get to sleep at all.
You kept me up like acid reflux
I’m sad a slave as sorrow’s thrall.
Trying hard to get this written
And get it done to throw away.
All is fruitless, You wont see it
And there’s nothing good for Me to say
But I must keep writing,
Must force this out so I wont hurt.
Yeah I have to keep on fighting.
Must stay strong least I revert
To the boy who once loved You.
Its 11:30 I’m nearly half done
And I think I’m skipping lunch.
I have no appetite when I write,
And I cant keep down what I munch
Because You’re always on My thoughts
And I fail to keep You out
Bittersweet is all You left me
I had the best now I’m without.
But will You see
that its not me I’m crying for
Why cant it be
That We’re in love like once before..
But its over now and I’m alone somehow
It’s overcast its getting rainy
It’s getting cold I cant get warm
It’s kinda sad this has Me crazy
But I’m not worried about this storm.
I’m still contemplating You
I wonder if You’re feeling happy
Are You content with Your life,
Or like Me You find it crappy
I’m sorry that I knew You
and I’m sorry We didn’t last
I pray You made it through
These final lines I cant get past..
At least You’ll never know that I’ve never let You go…

Written by RauCous